Ok here's the thing....
I kinda started a blog on the new piczo blog thingy....
I'M SO SORRY!!!! I gave in and to be perfectly honest it's soo easy to use and I love it...
so follow me? lookunderyourbeditllsetyoufree.piczo.com
It's kinda weird and I have no followers BUT I have had some hypes...but I'll be TRYING to get this site up and running again, I'm not so good at keeping promises but I always atleast try to keep them don't I?
Honestly you will find out more about me if you go on the other one because I post music and mostly feelings on there, so if you want to get to know me go there
I LOVE YOU :) ♥
As of yesterday I finished my final exam of first semester!! Just another 5 months ish until the end of second semester, just gotta hold on. I can't wait until the summer, I am going to jump for joy I miss you summer!!! I can't wait to start art, it's going to be such fun :D
well ttfn
I hate being away from school because it makes me feel so unproductive, and when I'm unproductive I don't feel creative. I want exams to be DONE so I can feel something. It's not like I don't feel it's just that I feel like I'm on painkillers, there's a numbness inside of me. I need human contact. But I've felt like this since the end of the summer. My head is empty, my mind has nothing to say that is intelligent. I can spit facts back at you like I just put a lemon wedge in my mouth. But I don't have any ideas and thoughts of my own. I'm so disconnected from everything and everyone. I think I went into grade 10 thinking I could just change in a blink of an eye, but I don't know if I can keep doing this. I can't keep thinking things are gonna change if I don't do anything about it first. I don't dive head first into many things; I sit back, think about what I want to do, what I want to say and I never do. I am putting off change. I'm so confused, I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I feel like I'm slipping, but I can't feel a thing. I miss being able to just go for what I want. I just don't know anymore.
Currently I am listening to some No Doubt and cruising around the internet trying to find something to amuse me, but nothing is working. Bllahh. I've noticed that all the blogs I do are soo tiny...it reminds me of twitter. I do not have twitter but I'm just saying, they're small posts. Yeahh.
My throat hurts, my friend got me sick.
Well going to leave now...
Buh-bye